Welcome to my
life! My name is Tricia, and I have truly "lived with cancer." I have produced
this web site to show you how my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, has sustained me
through it all. My hope is that it might be an encouragement to you and anyone
who is going through this trial.
I have lived
with cancer going on 46 years (all abdominal) and God prepared me for each trial
through His Word. I know that God is sovereign over my life.
that comes my way has first been filtered through His hands, therefore I realize
that I have a choice as to how I react to each trial. I can either
grumble or glorify. I choose to glorify God
in all that I say and do!
1 Peter 1:6-9, "In this you greatly rejoice,
even though now for a little while, if necessary,
you have been distressed by various trials,
that the proof of your faith, being more
precious than gold which is perishable, even
though tested by fire, may be found to result in
praise and glory and honor at the revelation of
Jesus Christ; and though you have not seen Him,
you love Him, and though you do not see Him now, but
believe in Him, you greatly rejoice with joy
inexpressible and full of glory, obtaining as
outcome of your faith the salvation of your souls."
After all these years, the greatet thing I
have learned is that my life is in His hands.
Psalm 139:14-15 says, "I
will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and
wonderfully made; wonderful are Your works, and my
soul knows it very well. My frame was not
hidden from You, when I was made in secret, and
skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth; Your
eyes have seen my unformed substance; and
in Your book were all written the days that
were ordained for me, when as yet there was
not one of them.
So I know that I am on God's timetable!
I will not be on this earth one day more or less than He has had planned from
- Let me start by bringing you up to date. My cancer started when I
was a teenager in 1973. I was diagnosed with ovarian dysgerminoma. I
had a nine inch tumor attached to my left ovary, and both were removed in
surgery. The cure for this cancer at that time was Cobalt-60 therapy, and I
received 43 treatments (today, only seven treatments are given).
- In between the first and second bouts of cancer, I was blessed to meet and
marry the man of my dreams.
- Due to unusual spotting, my doctor performed a D&C. The results showed a
well-differentiated adenocarcinoma of the endometrium Grade 1.
Therefore, the decision was made to perform a complete hysterectomy. No further
treatment was decided at this time.
- I had an unusual pain in the
left part of my abdomen and went to see my general practitioner (GP). It was
decided to do a CT Scan with contrast on the pelvic area.
I received a call from my GP to
come to his office and bring someone with me! My response was, "Oh, oh, it's
The radiologist (who had no
idea of my medical history) did not like what he saw in the CT. However, I made
several copies and sent them to a trusted friend (also a radiologist) and my
gynecologist in another state who had been with me since 1973. Both saw nothing out of the
ordinary - but then, they also knew my medical history.
I was referred to a
gastroenterologist for a colonoscopy, but nothing out of the ordinary was
found. Here's where I made a mistake, though. I did not request a report from
the colonoscopy! Had I received the report, I would have read that there was
no diverticular disease.
For over a year, my GP treated
me for diverticulitus! Three times, due to pain on the left side of my pelvis,
I received antibiotics for one week intervals.
2002 - In February, I started having
pain once again on the left side. Rather than go to my GP, I decided to go
back to the gastroenterologist who had performed the colonoscopy in 2000. He
put me on antibiotics for one week; but when I returned still having pain,
but in another place, he scheduled me for another lower CT scan.
comment, he told me that I needed to see a gynecologist immediately. Once again
I made copies of the xrays and sent them to the same two people I trusted. MUCH different
results! My friend told me to contact my gynecologist right away. He told me
that a large tumor was evident on the left side, and a needle biopsy needed to be done
The biopsy indicated that yet a
third cancer had invaded my body. This time, it was metastatic
papillary adenocarcinoma. Another definition of my cancer was
primary peritoneal serous carcinoma, and I was told that I needed
At the end of
February, I was "debulked."
During a four hour surgery, my omentum was removed (a layer of fat which lies in
between the skin and pelvic organs) because it was full of malignancies. Also,
many other masses and adhesions (from past surgeries) were removed.
- At the end of 2007, it was time to do my annual CT Scan with contrast on the pelvic area.
My oncologist waited over a week until after Christmas to call me and let me
know that two very small spots (one about the size of a lima bean) were
new on the scan, thus I was scheduled for a Pet Scan in the middle of January
2008. One of the spots was "hot" indicating malignancy. The small
mass next to my liver was removed in the middle of March.
- Removal of 4.2 cm soft tissue mass located between the stomach and pancreas.
Now, let's look
at my recent history...
The next tab you need to go to is My
Journal. The purpose of this section is to
help anyone who might be going through cancer and know
that you are not alone! I hope it gives you
information to make your walk easier!